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Wednesday, April 20th, 2011

Time:3:06 am.
Mood: weird.
Porque é que tenho medo de dizer as coisas , sou timido e tal , mas não o devia ser com amigos que já conheço à alguns anos , simplesmente as palavras custam a sair , eles não têm qualquer culpa , o problema é mesmo meu.Tenho sempre medo da reacção ou de fazer figura de parvo , ao que parece sou bastante inseguro ...

Ando sem qualquer iniciativa , imaginação ou criatividade .... será que andam nuvens negras no horizonte...?! da última  vez que isto aconteceu demorei muitos anos a recuperar ...

Bem ja despejei um pouco ...

PS:a quem lê , desculpem o desabafo...
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Monday, January 18th, 2010

Subject:Down Low
Time:12:07 pm.
Mood: sad.
Long time i didn't post anything .

I hope everyone is ok ....at  least better than me.
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Sunday, December 10th, 2006

Time:4:53 am.
Mood: blah.
She looked anywhere but me
I would i give the world for her
She prefered a mercedes benz
than a true love ...


I really hope to see her happy with the new mercedes benz...

nevermind me ...
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Monday, October 30th, 2006

Time:12:02 am.
Saint Death
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Friday, September 22nd, 2006

Subject:feelings....
Time:1:52 am.
Mood: calm.
I wish i had a special talent of expressing my feelings ...
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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006

Time:5:41 pm.
Mood: awake.

Yesterday it was my birthday , i went to a thai cuisine restaurant , i recomend a visit , the food is great!!!

http://www.restaurantebanthai.com/home.html


I hope everyone is ok !

Kisses and Hugz

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Saturday, March 4th, 2006

Time:12:55 am.
Mood: anxious.
I'm going to this exposicion of Frida Kahlo
work

http://www.ccb.pt/ccb/cgi-bin/ccbnav.php?CurCatId=6&CurTemId=17&CurEveId=95

I hope everyone is alright....
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Friday, February 10th, 2006

Time:6:06 pm.
Mood: crazy.
Going tomorrow to a Sushi restaurant :)

http://www.rocknsushi.com/

let's see how is it ...
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Monday, January 30th, 2006

Time:2:45 pm.
Mood: sore.
I'm alive and well , a bit sore in every part of my body, the concert was Awesome ..... it was cold outside -5º .....

Snowing , we've been stalled on our way back trip ..... the roads has to be cleaned before we go , so we stayed in the bus for 8 hours stuck in nowhereland ..........

AHHH ! and Snowed in Portugal ... FUntastic!


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Band: Adagio
Song: Next Profundis
Album: UnderWorld


Crossing the borders of an enchanted dream
Silver dust falling on my hands
Empty spaces of a new horizon
Frontiers to another land

See the stars come closer,
Enlightening your desire
Follow the wisdom of the light

I'm not afraid, take my hand
Show me what's behind the end
Oceans of pureness might stand

[Refrain]
Is there any reason to fall,
Cross oblivion, meets the afterworld
Mesmerizing sights of unknown angels,
Takes me away to the next profundis

As abstract as it can be
I see myself lying in the underworld,
Nothing seems real over me,
But still I know my shadow's watching me

Kingdom of sleep, deepness of earth
I will let time decide for me
The promised land I will find,
When Cronos will steal my mind

[Refrain]
Is there any reason to fall,
Cross oblivion, meets the afterworld
Mesmerizing sights of unknown angels,
Takes me away to the next profundis
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Friday, January 27th, 2006

Time:10:55 am.
Mood: awake.
Preparing stuff to go tomorrow right in the morning (7:30)  to Madrid

I prepared myself a wonderful breakfast , even if it is not that healthy , it felt good....

Menu:

drink:green tea and Orange Juice
food: Scrambled eggs with bacon and afterwards croissant and blackberry jelly

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For dinner i will be having chinese/thai food , i got a Wok for christmas , so i'm using it now ;)

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Band: The Old Dead Tree
Album: The Nameless Disease
Song: Quietly Kissing Death


What should I've said?
What should I've done?
What should I've guessed?
What sign should I've read on your face,
What sort of friend am I?
I've been so deaf I've been so blind.

I didn't understand your pain
And I feel so guilty my friend
I realise that for you
We didn't count enough to

Give you the strength
To fight for life
To face your pain

You have preferred
To close your eyes and run away.
I imagine your face
Quietly kissing Death

You should
Have found the strength
To fight for life
To face your pain

You have preferred
To close your eyes and run away.
I imagine your face
Quietly kissing Death

I can imagine your face
Quietly kissing death.
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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006

Subject:Been Busy
Time:11:54 am.
Mood: calm.
My life as been busy and full , i like it better this way , it keeps me away from bad thoughts ....

Next Saturday I’m going to Madrid to Aqualung , to a concert of Samael and Obituary , I hope to have a great time there ...

Wearing : black

Listening to:

band: Opeth
Song: Black Rose Immortal
Album: Morningrise

Lyrics:

In the name of desperation
I call your name
A lamentation I sigh
Again and again

Spiritual eclipse
The gateways are closed for me to seek

The night...
A veil of stars, watching
My shadow is born from light
The light of the eye, in darkness

Over troubled waters memories soar
Endlessly, searching night and day
The moonlight caresses a lonely hill
With the calmness of a whisper

I wear a naked soul
A blank face in the streaming water
It is cold in here
Frost scar my coat with dust

Eyes attach to your mute portrait
We spoke only through thoughts
Together we gazed, awaited
Hours brought thirst and the rising sun

Sunbirds leave their dark recesses
Shadows glide the archways

Do not turn your face towards me
Confronting me with my loneliness
You are in a forest unknown
The secret orchard
And your voice is vast and achromatic
But still so precious

Lullaby of the crescent moon took you
Mesmerized, its kaleidoscopic face
Granted you a hollow stare
Another soul within the divine herd

I have kept it
The amaranth symbol
Hidden inside the golden shrine
Until we rejoice in the meadow
Of the end
When we both walk the shadows
It will set ablaze and vanish
Black rose immortal

It is getting dark again
Dusk shuffle across the fields
The evening trees moan as if they knew
At night I always dream of you
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Thursday, January 12th, 2006

Time:10:31 am.
Mood: determined.
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. favourite candle scent:

RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.
4. POST A PICTURE OF you
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Friday, October 7th, 2005

Time:8:15 pm.
The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Hanzi Drown

Known in some parts of the world as:
Gawain of The Steely Moon

The Great Archives Record:
A child of the Moon Goddess - Cold, determined, but of the light in the night.

Know Your Vampire Name
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Sunday, July 24th, 2005

Time:9:44 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
These are the best photos i took at least it's the Opinion of some of my friends ...


Most comments - Reflections on the Wall

Most viewed - Bridge over the Fog

One i like - Candles in the graveyard
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Monday, May 2nd, 2005

Time:4:46 pm.

Your Birthdate: April 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity.

There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself.

You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator.



You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas.

Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed.

There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.

Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.


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Monday, April 18th, 2005

Time:4:22 pm.
Mood: calm.
Happy birthday to me!
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Friday, January 28th, 2005

Time:7:15 pm.
Something is not right with me , i hope i'm not getting back to .... i could not take it .....
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Friday, December 31st, 2004

Time:8:45 pm.
Mood: lonely.
Today is the New Years Eve, I’m getting ready to spend my night alone, and celebrate the New Year alone...

Cooking and aligning the bottles....

happy new year to all!!!!

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Band: Opeth
Album: Damnation
Song: To Rid The Disease Lyrics

There's nobody here, there's nobody near
I try not to care, dead eyes always stare
Let these matters be, don't trust what you see
Take hold of your time, step into the line

There's innocence torn from its maker
Stillborn the trust in you
This failure has made the creator
So would you tell him what to do (would you)

Leave your mark upon the head of someone
Who'll cry for his state, we know it's too late
I turn round to see what was meant to be
Faint movement release to rid the disease

There's innocence torn from its maker
Stillborn the trust in you
(I have lost the trust I had in you)
This failure has made the creator
So would you tell him what to do
(I have lost the trust I had in you)
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004

Time:5:52 pm.
Mood: lonely.
Going out tonight , i hope i get some fun , i need it ....

Going to some new places , try new environments ....


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Band: Led Zeppelin
Song: All My love


Should I fall out of love, my fire in the light
To chase a feather in the wind
Within the glow that weaves a cloak of delight
There moves a thread that has no end.

For many hours and days that pass ever soon
The tides have caused the flame to dim
At last the arm is straight, the hand to the loom
Is this to end or just begin?
* chorus: all of my love, all of my love, all of my love to you. (repeat)

The cup is raised, the toast is made yet again
One voice is clear above the din
Proud aryan one word, my will to sustain
For me, the cloth once more to spin

Chorus

Yours is the cloth, mine is the hand that sews time
His is the force that lies within
Ours is the fire, all the warmth we can find
He is a feather in the wind

Chorus
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004

Time:1:06 am.
Mood: lonely.
Today was a slow day , just work no fun , i really have to think of something to ocupy my time at home , maybe bricolage , or photography ... we''ll see ...

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Band: Gothica
Album: The Cliff of Suicide
Song :The Land Beyond

From the rugged mountains,

Down to the valley,

Amongst the fresh clouds

Which cross my body,

The wind doesn't let me breathe

And I dream of dying.



Everyday I want to enjoy

That sensation of mystery

Which I perceive sometimes,

So strongly,

It swells my heart,

Forgetting that there's no going back.



Delicious dream erases my fear

Of the end which is coming.

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